It doesn't matter. Friends are still friends. Even enemies. I don't like to regard anyone as my 'enemy'. I may dislike someone, but that doesn't mean that I won't talk to you or that you're my enemy.
An enemy of a friend might not necessarily turn out to be someone who I will dislike, and I will damn right make sure that they know this beforehand, so if they ever want to confide in me anything about their "enemy", they know that I might not share the same views as them.
"And that's the reason why I don't want to know anything that happened."
View in front of campsite - more on that later ;)
Yeah, so before I do my little post on my holiday (*coughs* too many pictures to put up, can't be bothered uploading them *coughs*), I want to tell you about the changes that has been happening in my life right now. I know it's boring, but you're welcome to press that little 'X' at the top of the screen if you want to. (I won't mind...but I'll be pretty sad and disappointed xD)
1. SCHOOL.
I'm a senior!
I was absent for 2 school days since I went on holiday, so I had missed the very first day of my 5th year (secondary 5). As soon as I was given my new timetable, oh-my-gosh I hated it! It was good that I was in all of the Higher classes that I wanted, but I wish I had gotten better teachers. I don't hate them, I just prefer other teachers. And most of the classes I was put into was full, and there were more 6th year pupils than 5th years. But I guess that's what happens when you start your senior year at school, stricter (that used to be fun) teachers , more homework, and more nagging.
#1 - I don't suck up to teachers. Seriously, I don't. I don't even talk to my teacher lol. All I do in class is read my book (or stare into space lol) and answer questions when it's directed to me. But other than that, I do absolutely nothing.
I'll be getting my exam results on the 7th of August, please pray for my success!
Oh and I was accepted as a senior prefect at my school, wohoo! New uniforms next year, blazers and a special prefect gold tie for me :)
But school's finished right now, summer is here!
2 - SUMMER!
SUN! SEA! SAND! - not.
Yeah, summer is here! No more school, homeworks, nagging teachers....until August. But it really doesn't feel like summer at all. But seriously, when has Glasgow ever felt like summer during summer? Not during the last 6 years that I've been here, nope. It's raining outside, even at this precise moment. Yeah, rain. It feels more like the Christmas holidays rather than summer holidays. I'm sitting here writing this while wearing a woolly jumper. Yes a woolly jumper. In summer. This is going to be one great sunshiny summer! not.
I'll probably end up sitting at home, or go and get a job doing something. Urgh. Fun.
//Being perfect isn't everything.//
I'm not looking for perfection...I don't want you to be perfect. You...with your flaws and weaknesses, you're perfect enough to me. I don't expect you to be happy all the time, to not cry, to be able to carry the weight of the world. Cause then...you won't need me. I'm here to take care of you, pick you up when you fall, wipe your tears, make you happy. I chose to love you and your problems, I chose to love your personality, not looks. I chose to put up with you for as long as I live, and I did all this not because I was forced, but I chose it. I'm the one that wants it. So don't be perfect, be you, be the person I love.
I'm not looking for perfection...I don't want you to be perfect. You...with your flaws and weaknesses, you're perfect enough to me. I don't expect you to be happy all the time, to not cry, to be able to carry the weight of the world. Cause then...you won't need me. I'm here to take care of you, pick you up when you fall, wipe your tears, make you happy. I chose to love you and your problems, I chose to love your personality, not looks. I chose to put up with you for as long as I live, and I did all this not because I was forced, but I chose it. I'm the one that wants it. So don't be perfect, be you, be the person I love.
taken from my phone - camera all taken apart inside the bag lawls.
Just getting ready to go now. Everyone is packed (well , nearly) and were just spending our time saying goodbye to our precious computers lol. No computers for 15 days. No wi-fi for 15 days. I will greatly miss you my precious. Haha. Gosh, I can't live without computers and mobile phones.
The departure time is 4:00pm, but since we live quite far away from the airport, we'll have to get out of the house at around 12:30pm. And my throat still hurts. Urr...go away stupid fever. We have to take bags within the restrictions, but then they're really small now. No extra bags or we'll get charged extra - sucks. I can't fit all my clothes in, and all the other stuff in...like cameras, and other things like that. I hope it still fits in the stupid measuring thing that they're going to use later. Grr, I'm going to end up wearing all of my clothes over and over again a few times - stinky me.
Oh well, till the next time folks. (after 15 days hehe)
Little treat after exam - cause we're cool like that ;)
YASSSSS! I've never been more happier walking back home from school. Exams finished, no more studying, no more pressure for a little while. As soon as I walked out of that exam hall, a big huge grin appeared on my face. And the best thing is, I still have extra exam leaves for those who haven't finished theirs yet, and I get to spend them all doing whatever I want!
We (my 3 friends and me) - decided to have a mini post-exam lunch at Chilli Cottage. Well originally I wanted to just go home, sit in the sunny summer sun, but oh well, I won't be seeing them all for a while after this so some extra time with your friends won't hurt. Anyways, the weather changed completely - like from cold-rainy-wintry-summer days to summery-sunny-warm-oh-my-too-hot paradise. Our school uniforms made us feel worse, we have to wear black trousers (jeans for me) , black shirts, black jumpers/cardigans, even black shoes -.- too warm too warm. Yeah so we all looked like a group of roasting ducks crawling on the streets lawl. But as soon as we arrived at the shop, everyone started ordering drinks, and each of us bought a chicken burger meal too.
So apparently, the weather over here is like 25 degrees celcius, which is unbelievably warm for somewhere that is constantly cold and rainy. My fever is still there as predicted, and I think it seems to be getting worse each day. Like whenever I cough, it sounds horrible and I have this shooting pain in my chest. My voice transformed too lol - from loud and squeaky to barely-there squeaking ._____. Like every just decided to make fun of me cause I can't talk or laugh properly without sounding silly.
Till my next post, bye!
oh yays! first time cooking and eating a tuna steak :)
I've been feeling ill lately....like really really ill (headaches, stomach aches, body aches...you name it, I have it) even though I've been staying at home for the past month. I hate it. Like seriously, just when it gets sunny and lovely...BAM! Illness strikes. I think my hay fever might be acting up again. With me, there can never ever ever be a month when I'm illness free. Winter - too cold, fever. Spring and Summer - hay fever / too warm , headaches, fever again. And once it happens, it doesn't go away for a few weeks. Urgh.
Something else that has been bugging me for a while now - Exams. Why oh why...gosh I hate exams. The only thing I love about it - exam leaves. Yeah, so at least I get days when I'm not in school but still supposed to be "studying" , yes "studying" - not dying from stupid fevers. But at least when all the exams are over I'll get my well earned holiday *big grin* mwehehe.
Yes holiday! Holiday holiday beautiful lovely sunshiny holidays! I'll be going somewhere extra special (will do a post on it when I get back) and starting my holiday earlier than everyone else wohoo! I'll be back on the 10th of June, hopefully feeling well by then and back to school for the next 15 days. I'll be starting my secondary 5 by then , I'm a senior now lawlawlawl -___- (I'm old) Then summer holidays starting on the 25th of June till August!
The one place which I wanted to visit for summer was Malaysia. It's been more than 5 years now, and I really really miss it. Waaa. One of my friends from school is going back to Malaysia, but he's booked the ticket from January, meaning he doesn't have to pay as much. Sighs. I was looking forward to going back, but I'll probably be disappointed again. It's too expensive ASDFGHJKL.
Yeah so I need to study for my Biology exam, which is in a day (WHAAT?!) .... urgh. Studying studying. I'm so lazy. Bye guys.
