I have always hated it when someone asks me about my dreams for the future. I understand why you would want to know, but it's the topic which I have avoided for years.

You deserve to know though... after all, you can't make someone your future if you don't know what the other person is wanting for their future too.

Want to know something? The reason for all of the I don't knows?

I gave up. I give up too easily. I tell others, advices on not to give up, yet I do it myself.
When I can't do something, I give up. I try, but then I stop. I'm not intelligent like you, I'm not interesting, I don't want to master anything... I don't have any plans for my future. All I have in my mind is to get a decent job, and that's it.

I've always dreamt of studying overseas, have lots of friends, but the thing is, I don't know what I want to do. WhenI have something in my mind, dad always says that I'm not good enough. So I give up.

Hurm.