sometimes you just can't help but be disappointed.
for someone who wants something, you're not exactly reaching for it.
for somebody who supposedly likes something, you're not exactly showing it.
for someone who knew how easy it is to lose it, you're not exactly fighting.
for somebody experienced, you're not exactly knowledgeable about it.
for someone who wants something, you're not exactly reaching for it.
for somebody who supposedly likes something, you're not exactly showing it.
for someone who knew how easy it is to lose it, you're not exactly fighting.
for somebody experienced, you're not exactly knowledgeable about it.
can't remember when, but apparently I did. I can't draw for my life haha.
Hey, it's been a while.
I've actually wanted to write so much here, but I've decided not to. Shall we say, they're not really nice things - and I should let them go and not bear grudges against it. My aim to change and improve myself is slowly (s'alright, as long as there is a change) but surely, starting to take place and I am very grateful for that.
As I am heading nearer and nearer into working life, I realised that you'll always make mistakes along the way. But c'est la vie. That is life. Those mistakes are what you will learn from, in order to attain your dreams. Even now, I know I keep on making mistakes - and sometimes those mistakes end up hurting others. I'm really sorry guys, and I hope you can forgive me,
And to you, I know you are not that person. You're simply two very different people. And I guess I'm still not used to that. I've promised to try, and I will. There's a lot that you don't know about me, and there's a lot that I am still yet to know about you. I realised that I can't expect all of that from you. It is my fault, and I should not have been so down about it. You're not perfect, neither am I - so I shouldn't be so quick to judge you.
That's a very depressing post... so I guess I'll just end it here before things get worse. On another note, my exam result will be coming out in 2 days (oh noes!) and I'll be making my way back to uni this weekend. Dang it, long semester awaits!
Here's hoping to a better week for you guys, x
365 beginnings. {totally forgot to publish this sobs}
- Thursday, January 01, 2015
- By Diyana Rahim
- 0 Comments
Assalamualaikum.
Hey guys, it's been a while since I've last updated this. My life has changed dramatically these last few months, starting from the introduction of university life. In a way, it's still very much similar but at the same time - very different to my school days. And long before you know it, I've completed my very first semester here in IIUM.
However, since it was the very first, and a very short one at that - I should really step up on studying. I'm pretty much used to the way I've studied in the past, and that works just fine until I start getting bombarded with more and more unfamiliar subjects. But enough about that eh?
My firsts thoughts before entering here were pretty worrisome, but I had never expected to gain as much friends as I have - and not just that, I've met those who I consider to be my brothers and sisters now. /yes, kak yana is talking about you M/
I've noticed people over here tend to call me by my other nickname, Yana - I honestly don't mind haha. All of my nicknames have a lot of meaning and memories behind it.
The Gombak campus is awesomely huge and even though I am yet to fully explore it, I hope I'll get to someday, Insha Allah. However, I still miss the closeness of the students in PJ - and I especially miss my room mates. With the new ENCOM and TPM students coming over next semester, I'm sure you will all do well and not get lost {and uhh...in turn having to get someone to pick us up (forever grateful for this by the way) like me on the first day sobs}.
That's all for now guys, I'll update this post later on (with more pictures haha).
