"Who knew we'd be writing our own modern, crazy fairytale?
"No one," he murmured, kissing my cheek.
"Because the best love stories are never merely just written - they are lived."
- Ninya Tippett
Dear Darling,
I think that I
May just be
Addicted to
You.
I think that I
May just be
Addicted to
You.
My condition
Is called
Vacillation
You see.
I can't simply
Love or Hate
You.
And
The cause of
My condition
Is simply,
The presence of
Me and You.
{d.r.}
Beneath the jungles of my soul,
Vast and wide,
Filled with suffocating emotions,
Disturbed and confused.
There lies a little girl,
With her reflection,
There,
With her soul bare,
Deserted and destroyed.
{d.r.}
Fly my dear,
Fly towards the heaven,
From the earth.
Flutter your wings,
Beneath this exquisite sky,
Fly towards me,
Without a goodbye.
{d.r.}
I love You,
my dear,
my soul,
my heart,
my everything.
You are
my world,
my sunshine,
the stars,
to my moon.
You are
my Infinity,
You are,
my Eternity.
{d.r.}
Love, take care of
My heart.
Love, protect
My soul.
Love,
Love me till
Forever and Always ends.
{d.r.}
Stealing secret glances at each other,
Little did you know that
You stole my heart,
There and then,
Your piercing blue-grey eyes,
Growing accustomed to my rapid heartbeat,
My non-existent breaths,
And I found that my soul had
Already belonged to you.
{d.r.}
I still dream
of you,
Even to this day,
You'll forever remain
as the owner of my heart,
The thief of my soul,
The one who wreaked havoc on my senior year.
I'll remember you always xo
{d.r.}
The pain came back,
And I was left
defenceless,
The receding laughter
Void of emotions,
Escaping my deserted
soul.
My broken shield,
Leaving a defeated and
paralysed warrior.
{d.r.}
Let's watch the
stars together,
My love,
Under the magical
blue sky,
Steal my heart,
This eternal night.
{d.r.}
Your love is equivalent to
The silent beating of my heart,
Oblivious to others but you.
You are like the red viscous
Which runs through my
very veins
Stay with me,
My dear,
Fall in love with me,
My dear,
Like the very first time.
{d.r.}
"What have you been up to?" he says,
As I stared into the deep blue oasis
of his,
I wondered,
What would he think of me,
If he knew of how
I longed for
his warmth,
If he knew of how
I have been
silently wishing for him,
Succumbing to the flawless fantasies
of which he is the main
Protagonist of my heart.
{d.r.}
Where am I?
Stuck in a hopeless limbo,
Silently floating on an endless canvas,
Of red, yellow and green.
The melancholic breathing flowing alongside me,
The blue ocean spreading vast above me,
And you,
Holding my hand,
My very own epitome of peace and eternity.
{d.r.}
I fell in love,
Yet I felt lost as well,
Is it lust?
Craving the midnight sun,
And the melody of the glittering
Hopes and dreams.
{d.r.}
To my one and only D.E.,
I'm always waiting for you
I'm always waiting for you
And I'm about to lose my patience
I've always loved you
Never stopped, yet you never loved me back in the same way.
Must we end like this?
Cut up the ties, get rid of the lies,
I promise to never look at you again.
Love, you betrayed me, my heart
Ripped to pieces, and thrown away like trash
Oh, I'll pretend, pretend to be happy for you, so
You can love another and not feel guilty again, just because I love You.
{d.r}
{d.r}
When I'm in love,
I listen to songs which I've never listened to,
I start humming along to soppy old love songs,
To songs which are of no interest to me before.
My daydreams would take over my hours,
Of course, when I'm not too busy staring at you.
All of the romantic comedies in the world would seem like my story,
No one could ever compete with you.
Before, I never used to pay any attention to my appearances,
Whether I had make up on or not,
Whether I smelled nice, perfume or just a spray,
Those never had any place in my mind, they are just naughts.
I want to be closer to you, to feel your warmth,
My heart grows impatient of waiting,
I would film a movie of my fantasies, with you next to me,
As the lead character, as my prince.
When I'm in love,
I want to spend all of my time next to you,
Staying by your side, making you laugh, making you happy,
I want to do so much for you.
When I'm in love,
I want to give my whole life to you, my deepest soul,
My heart, my everything,
All I ask if for you to love me back,
To give me your heart as I gave you mine.
I search for you when we’re separated,
Thirsty for your presence.
Yet I can only look at you and smile,
As if the only feelings which existed for you were non-existent.
My cheeks turn into a tomato, my head drooping low,
My face cornering yours, yearning for that eye contact,
Belonging to only me and you.
I feel confused, should I confess to you?
What if you say no? No, no I can’t risk it,
I can’t risk not talking to you at all.
When I'm in love,
I would give you my all,
I laugh and giggle in front of you, for no reason,
Like a young child craving for your attention.
Please don’t leave me,
Our time is only limited,
I can’t escape from my feelings; I fell in too deep,
My mind – it’s too obsessed with the idea of you.
In school,
The letters in my books dance to form your name,
My head filled with thoughts of you,
As if you were the main character in a song, as if you were the stars to my moon,
You keep on appearing in front of me.
Why can’t you see that I love you?
If you see me doing this, doing that, it means that I have fallen for you,
Please notice me, please notice my love,
When I'm in love, when I have fallen for you and you only.
{d.r.}
The first time I met you,
I knew we would soon be friends,
You were different from others,
I was lonely, so depressed,
In this world which I was unaccustomed to,
I have finally met you,
I was cold at first,
Even now; at times,
I was cold to all my fears,
This is me; this is how I dealt with my feelings
You told me that I was not alone,
And now, I now know that I love you.
I will be waiting for you,
I am here; always was, always am, and always will be,
By your side,
It doesn't matter how long it takes.
When you’re sad, I will always be behind you,
When you’re happy, I will be in front of you,
When you need to laugh or cry, just let me know.
When you are ready for me, just tell me,
And I will rush to be by your side,
I will sweep you up in my arms,
So don’t be alarmed.
Maybe one day you’ll realise,
The love I had for you hidden deep inside me,
Love comes with pain,
Happiness along with heartache,
It’s all so hard to erase.
All that I want; is to ask you to let me stay,
With you and beside you,
I will support you,
Care and love you,
Don’t be scared, you can lean on me.
The first time I met you,
When I looked inside your eyes,
Those blue-crystal starlight pearls,
I knew you were the one for me.
{d.r.}
She found herself being thrown deep into the hopelessness yet again.
"Truth is something that appears like sweet piece of candy or chocolate when it's outer wrapping is peeled off. Just like skin is needed to protect the blood and flesh underneath, a lie is needed in order to protect the truth."
-fbnd
"First love is painful and unrequited love is heartbreaking." - FBND
The one that understands me, is him.
The one that I will try to understand, is him too.
People always ask me of my dreams,
What I want in the future.
But nobody truly understands.
I long to be able to stare into that eyes of his,
Without making sure that nobody is watching me,
I want to weave his fingers with mine,
And leave him kisses,
Cheeky kisses on his face,
And moist kisses upon his shoulders and neck,
I want to feel his warm breath,
As he whispers into my soul.
I want to hear his beating heart,
As I lay down our precious memories,
I want to tell him my secrets,
As I silently murmur my wild thoughts to him.
I want to lie in his arms, or him in mine,
I want him to be able to wrap his arms around me,
And let my cold shivers fade away,
As we share our warmth together,
I want to be able to say my feelings aloud,
Without feeling guilty or bad.
I want to feel his hot lips,
On mine,
As we make new memories and stories.
I want him to be able to remind me,
That I am his.
I want him to set his eyes on me and only me,
To tell me that I am the only one for him.
I just want him to feel the way I feel about him.
The one that I will always try to understand, is him.
The only one that understands me, is him.
{d.r.}
I'm scared of losing you, of becoming the way we used to be after that day...
You know, I have always loved you since the start, and I couldn't quite describe what it was that I had loved about you.
My kind of love only exists in fairy tales and romance novels.
To fix something, that something
has to break.
To find light, you have to find the
darkness first.
The cracks inside that darkness
is what will allow the light
to shine through.
The broken cracks inside you,
Lets the light find you.
{d.r.}
