Someone told me today that the best way to make myself happy was to hurt the other person. I could never think of hurting you, ever, it's like hurting myself all over again. I want to see you happy, with or without me, and I wouldn't be able to live with myself knowing that I hurt you.
You,
Just talking to you can turn my day around. It's like a rollercoaster, but emotional and enjoyable. When you put your arms around me, and give me a squeeze, all of my worries and fears comes shooting out of my mind. I can feel no hatred, no sadness, I could be me again.
It's funny that no matter how much it hurts when we get into an argument, I'll always find that the heartache could never compare with the feeling of happiness I receive from you...and that it's worth it.
When you look at me in the eyes, and tell me that you love me, my heart beats like a drum, it's like the whole world stopped, just for you and me.
I catch a glimpse of heaven, I find my paradise... Me and you, I'll make sure that we will be together because I want that more than anything else.
Nothing about us makes sense, we're thousands of miles apart, no common interests, different personalities, but I don't care, I still want you.
I love the fact that even though most of the time we only speak to each other through words, I love that it doesn't just feel like words to me, it feels so real. Every single word you type means a lot to me. I think i'm falling in love with the way you hold me so close; and laugh and smile when you look at those silly pictures of me. I'm not perfect, I love how you made me feel so special even when I know I'm not... and how you aren't afraid to tell me your feelings.
I took a chance and followed my heart. It might not have been the smartest decision I've ever made but I don't regret a thing. Do you know why? Because I've got you. You're mine.
Your smile, your arms, your sexy back hehehe...everything about you is perfect to me, I get weak just watching you. Your beautiful eyes have turned me permanantly paralysed. You sent my heart under attack. You gave me electrical surges running down my back. I love you just the way you are, everything about you, even your weaknesses and your flaws...
I love you sayang.
